Yeah, yeah I still remember your hands on my throat Now you're on billboards, all glass and gold Funny how we had the same way out Side by side in the dark, I was losing blood, you were catching the spark Now I hear your name and it cuts right through Like God only opened the door for you I hate that I care, I hate that I see Everyone that's yours feels like lost to me Trying to be pure but it's killing my peace Got angels and demons both living in me I want black cars in the midnight skies No sleep, just city lights Private flights out of my old life Tell my mom I made it, watch her cry I want to be up, shine bright strong somehow Hear my name when I step in the crowd Up so deep, she might drown in me Yeah, I want it all, what's wrong with me? Oh, oh, oh, what's stopping me? Yeah, I want it all, what's wrong with me? Blonde hair, long hair falling on a hotel white Careless on the mouth in the morning light Yves Saint Laurent on the dresser side She says my name like a prayer at night Closing up, your ghost shows up in the smoke and dust And I can't tell if it's love or war If I want my dream or to settle the score I hate that I care, I hate that I see Everyone that's yours feels like lost to me Trying to be pure but it's killing my peace Got angels and demons both living in me I want black cars in the midnight skies No sleep, just city lights Private flights out of my old life Tell my dad we're good now, see it in his eyes I want to be up, shine bright strong somehow Hear my name when I step in the crowd Want it so high you look up at me Yeah, I want it all, what's wrong with me? Oh, oh, oh, what's stopping me? Yeah, I want it all I want to say it, I don't just want it I want revenge dressed up as success, yeah I got the fame but I kept the stress I grew to be everything you're not I bought up everything that you got But standing here inside my dream It's still a shadow you left on me And I grew from nothing to everywhere Look around and no one's there From broken thoughts to we don't care I'll get there, I swear I'll get there, I swear Flying over everything I used to hate, I used to be